| CONFUSION.ANGER.PUZZLED.FOOLISHNESS i don't know which word is best to express my feeling rite now i had a realli bad day yesterday, n i dont know what went wrong,, all i knew is something was wrong, but i realli dont know why, i couldnt find the cause, was it me? or was is everybody else? after i had a time to think through the whole issue, i believed i did nothing wrong, i didnt do anything wrong as far as i remember, but why was i treated that way? (i only left the group for about 10mins n went to do other duty with senior, but when i came back, u guys were gone, u left my bag+stuff on the table alone, wtf? n when i tried to call you noone picked up the phone! what do i suppose to imply by that? shouldnt i be told something? n you didnt call back until u would hav to leave uni coz you have my scarft..... what abt our chilled out plan? well, i hav heard u guys went to khaosarn rd later yet agn i wasnt invited or asked.... wasnt it my orginal idea? i guess things realli have changed) im disappointed, i didnt expect much, but at least i expected to be told, not to be left out like this,, after all i hav done for u guys, this is what i get, i couldnt be more thankful,thx imm, thx tang,, i realli am,,, this makes me questioned our frdship,, i believe it may not existed, it was probably me assumin everything,, rite? im realli fed up, n dont wanna put up with this anymore,, im far too weak to cope with this,, im not capable,, im gonna let go,, let it be, expectation hurts so i will not expect anything anymore,, no more,, i will forgive them for hurtin me, but i will never forget that they have done. once agn, i feel like shit. 
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